Unluckily enough for me, my holidays were chock full of in-law action (or inaction depending on how you look at it). And after yet another Christmas where I ended up with re-gifts and gift cards to places I don’t shop after I put a lot of thought and money into their presents combined with their blatant hypocrisy, I’m done with them. I seldom take leaps or put my faith into people because that’s just not how I am. But I (foolishly) put myself out there with them because I thought we could all be family…that I would have a motherly figure in my life again, a sister, and brothers who would actually listen to me (my brothers have since come around). But everything that has happened with my in-laws since the day I got married has only served to remind me of exactly why I put a huge wall around myself that few people ever manage to scale. And to show me how big of an idiot I was to believe even for a second that I was going to gain another loving family. So my song for this week is Paramore - For a Pessimist, I’m Pretty Optimistic because I put my faith in these people and they just threw it away. And then some.
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